The small moments

Tonight I shared with mentorship where I was going. Not a big deal right? Wrong. I have been feeling so discouraged yet as I was surrounded in prayer I felt the love of God fill the room, and was like nothing like I have ever received before.

I am so blessed beyond measure. God has done so much in my life. All because of His unshakable unmovable love for me. I used to feel so alone and scared. Meeting people freaked me out. Anxiety and depression had a stronghold I couldn’t shake. Not until I let Jesus take control. He is my healer and my passion.

Lately God has really been speaking to me on praying specific things. As the father has revealed his heart for me I have longed to see the plan He made come true for me.

Nothing else matters. He never fails, never leaves, never abandons…the love and favor He bestows are gifts of grace. I am so excited as I watch Him move and change evrything around me and in many other peoples lives.

This may sound silly but I really love Jesus. I want to be an expression of His love, and lead others to Him. So many thoughts, but for the first time in weeks, I am going to sleep mostly pain free. Cause that’s my Jesus..healer, redeemer, and best friend.

Goodnight to you all 🙂



Where I’m at

Hello to my few and far between readers. I am aware that many of you might not feel 100% about donating your hard earned cash to tuition (need $2880 yet) but there are other ways you can help if you choose to.

And just to be clear, it is a choice. Prayer is soo important to me as I prepare to venture out, and it is something I value above money though financial gifts are deeply appreciated. With finances you plant a seed and I do feel God has been very clear with me about what the seed will will be souls saved, lives set free of bondage and addiction. It will change lives.

Its not just about me. Its about everyone I will meet. Every life I get to reach for Him who gave all. I want for nothing less the His call.

I have a lot of thoughts on my mind today, as time is getting closer to my leave date of August 26. On that note, if you feel led to put towards my train ticket (approx 193 possibly more now) leaving from chicago to Redding, it would be deeply appreciated. Other costs are mailing boxes out to me. I will be the first to admit I have no idea how this works but I know that even selling whatever he tells me, I still have to have some things like clothes and family memory books etc sent out. If any of the above speak to you, email me or comment on my blog. Any and all help is appreciated. And I am willing to work in exchange when I am free.

Other things I have as costs are specifically for the cost of rent. I would like to have 2 months rent saved- approx 600. While I will be looking for work, I am fully aware that finding a job might take time. I have faith though that I will get a job at the right place that will work with my school scedhule.

Besides all that.. I am grateful to those who have pledged or given already. This is going to be incredible, and I am excited beyond belief for the chance to follow the Lords call on my life.

Have a blessed day!


It has been a busy few weeks. Ever feel like you’re at an all you can eat buffet and your plate is so full you can’t possibly hold anymore?

Yeah that’s me. This has been a crazy season of my life, and it barely has begun. Tuition is down to $2880 owed, which is amazing. The cost of everything else is still where it was, with added costs.

Good news though I have a spot for a garage sale. My stuff is not in bad condition. I will have a lot of household stuff along with clothes and sell water or something like that. Maybe I will make lemonade the way I like it (oranges,limes,lemons and strawberries sliced up and made in regular lemonade mix…its super yummy.)

Along with 73 others I will be graduating from Life School of the bible. It is amazing to me that 2 years have flown by so quickly.

I have life to get back to but I will continue to keep you updated as time draws closer.

Much love ,